I’d ask myself, “What is wrong with you?" And I wished I could say, "Nothing is wrong." But I knew better.
Break the Stigma: The Many Faces of OCD
“I remember wanting to go to sleep and never wake up. I felt as though my internal world and external world were two completely different places.”
My OCD and Me: The Demons that Coexistent
I felt nothing, mostly. And when I did feel, it wasn't sadness. It was terror.