“I remember wanting to go to sleep and never wake up. I felt as though my internal world and external world were two completely different places.”
What if being in an amazing relationship, loving someone who shares those same feelings for you, only causes you pain?
I just wanted to disappear and not exist anymore. I felt like everyone’s life would be better without me in it.
I could feel myself beginning to slip; if this went on much longer, I was going to lose everything, quite literally.
The worst part was going back to school and everyone asking me if I was “the girl who had a seizure."
PMDD feels like a sad nightmare while you are awake.